Take the red pill

rawkzeehearts:

chubbychummy:

rippedfuel:

YOU DO NOT WANT TO BE THIS GIRL.
THIS GIRL didnt exist
THIS GIRL didnt function
THIS GIRL had to rely on everyone around her to take care of her
THIS GIRL lost all her hair when she lost a further 10kgs after this photo was taken
THIS GIRL has bruises all over her body wehre the bones rubbed raw against the skin
THIS GIRL almost destroyed her heart, liver & Kidneys
THIS GIRL ended up in a mental institution, force fed, medicated up to the eye balls
THIS GIRL dedicated her life to every calorie, every bite, every mouthfull of food. She tracked her weight, she paced, she cried, she tore at herself because no matter what she did she never felt perfect enough
THIS GIRL just wanted to feel like she could control something
THIS GIRL survived by the skin of her teeth.
How do I know? Because She is me. I survived it. It took me years of help, of love, of stress, of moving on and falling again, of diets, of exercises, of treatment, of talking out my feelings, of special shampoo so my hair would grow again, of vitamins and supplements and shakes, of getting my body so scared of losing body fat again that it doesnt want to, of migranes and low blood sugar and anxiety attacks.
Dont want this. NEVER want this. I impore you to listen to people when we tell you to EAT FOOD, to TRAIN SMARTER NOT HARDER, to stop trying to burn 1000’s of calories a day. We’re telling you because you are out of control and you dont even realize it.
PREVENTION IS BETTER THEN CURE.

Listen to her.

:/

Damn right !!!!

chubbychummy:

rippedfuel:

YOU DO NOT WANT TO BE THIS GIRL.

THIS GIRL didnt exist

THIS GIRL didnt function

THIS GIRL had to rely on everyone around her to take care of her

THIS GIRL lost all her hair when she lost a further 10kgs after this photo was taken

THIS GIRL has bruises all over her body wehre the bones rubbed raw against the skin

THIS GIRL almost destroyed her heart, liver & Kidneys

THIS GIRL ended up in a mental institution, force fed, medicated up to the eye balls

THIS GIRL dedicated her life to every calorie, every bite, every mouthfull of food. She tracked her weight, she paced, she cried, she tore at herself because no matter what she did she never felt perfect enough

THIS GIRL just wanted to feel like she could control something

THIS GIRL survived by the skin of her teeth.

How do I know? Because She is me. I survived it. It took me years of help, of love, of stress, of moving on and falling again, of diets, of exercises, of treatment, of talking out my feelings, of special shampoo so my hair would grow again, of vitamins and supplements and shakes, of getting my body so scared of losing body fat again that it doesnt want to, of migranes and low blood sugar and anxiety attacks.

Dont want this. NEVER want this. I impore you to listen to people when we tell you to EAT FOOD, to TRAIN SMARTER NOT HARDER, to stop trying to burn 1000’s of calories a day. We’re telling you because you are out of control and you dont even realize it.

PREVENTION IS BETTER THEN CURE.

Listen to her.
:/

Damn right !!!!

While I can’t have you, I long for you. I am the kind of person who would miss a train or a plane to meet you for coffee. I’d take a taxi across town to see you for ten minutes. I’d wait outside all night if I thought you would open the door in the morning. If you call me and say ‘Will you…’ my answer is ‘Yes’, before your sentence is out. I spin worlds where we could be together. I dream you. For me, imagination and desire are very close.

“

—	Jeanette Winterson

rawkzeehearts:

cafesupremo:

rawkzeehearts:

I want these legs

Eww, bdd im telling you

Hahaha nooo

Dude stfu youre hotter than that

rawkzeehearts:

I want these legs

Eww, bdd im telling you

sierrafit:

Carbs are killing you? Not sure if I agree with this, but it does have some food for thought!

Its not a matter of agreeing its absolutely true…the only mistake I see there is that it says carbs like pasta and grains are the most easily digested, that’s not true fruits are the most easily digested and actually the only carbs that never make anyone fat, although it was correct about grains making you fat it is not the easiest digested they got it backwards

a couple of level 10 girls to get my confidence back…it was so simple!!!

Time to go ghost

I’ll never understand how shitty people can get so far ahead in life.

Whooo is that!?!? O_o